exploring life before and after medication, the loss of intensity, and the strange calm that follows. A journey from madness to mellow. Bittersweet trade-off between wild intensity and calm, ordinary life.I still ask myself what I need more—to be with the man I love or with the son I love....
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Bipolar rollercoasters, ADHD squirrel moments, OCD’s endless scrubbing, borderline’s abandonment, depression’s cozy blanket & suicide’s sneaky whispers.
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October 15, 2024
A lady finally meets a psychiatrist who cuts through her misdiagnoses (Biporar? Borderline? ADHD?), she gets the shocking truth: she’s just a "banal creative hysteric", just a dramatic creative soul. No pills, no disorders—just a hysteroid personality type, craving admiration and creation. Now she’s torn: relief or disappointment?What is the...
April 14, 2016
A peaceful, rainy stroll turns into a panic attack - deepest fear - worms. Those harmless, wriggling creatures that invade the sidewalks after rain. Tiptoeing between them in horror, romance rain is gone. So why are we afraid of worms?