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\u2018Here, I brought this special gown with me. Ha-ha\u2026 I look like a ghost\u2026 Ha-ha. Do you have many ghosts in here? Like\u2026 eh\u2026 unsettled souls?\u2019 – I tried to sound confident with stupid jokes. But this one applied at Intensive care was the dumbest I\u2019ve ever made. <\/p>\n\n\n\n


The nurse looked at me like I was stupid and frowned, like: yeah, we\u2019ve seen worse… now what?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2014it\u2019s so ridiculous, I say awkwardly\u2014how do you even put this transparent blue medical robe on? Do I wear it like a regular gown, or crawl into it like a spacesuit? <\/p>\n\n\n\n

When I was doing my own column in GEO magazine, I went to sort of a secret base on the outskirts of Moscow to write an article on a new spacesuit with a light\u2011proof visor called Orlan\u2011MK. I climbed into the suit via a ladder, sliding inside feet\u2011first. I was pregnant with Denis, though back then it wasn\u2019t so obvious. I didn\u2019t spend much time inside the suit\u2014I was too worried it would be uncomfortable for him inside me. Well, I always tell Denis: you\u2019ve been in a spacesuit!.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Not many can say they\u2019ve been inside a real spacesuit. Even less often do you get to pair it with the ambiance of an ICU. Michelin-star medical experience.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

The nurse snorted and sneered:
“Oh, and you know what it’s like in a spacesuit, do you?”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

For some reason I said no…how would I know?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

She tied all the strings on me tight, as if I were the plainest princess being primped for suitors, the corset tightened for maximum effect.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

She pointed to Dad\u2019s ward and nudged the door open with her elbow.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I hadn\u2019t seen Dad in a month… just a month. I managed to fly to Canada, get my bearings in Anthony\u2019s arms, start working, in some confusion dye my hair red, and now come back to Dad. I hid my red hair under the cap so I wouldn\u2019t have to explain why that impulsive moment happened. I didn\u2019t want to disturb him more than necessary.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dad had changed beyond recognition. Lying in front of me was a completely different human\u2014different size, color, odor.
He couldn\u2019t stand… he couldn\u2019t even lie on his own.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

At first he seemed like he was just asleep or deeply relaxed. Like he is just getting some kind of treatment \u2014 a private room, his own team from a Balinese spa. Except he\u2019s lying under a thin hospital blanket, and this is nothing like a resort in Indonesia. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Like he\u2019d booked the \u201cnear-death experience\u201d package or taken some experimental wellness detox. And I almost see a beautiful tanned lady whispering “<\/strong>Om Swastiastu<\/em><\/strong>” – a traditional Balinese greeting that translates to “May God bless you\u201d… while adjusting the IV drip. <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Stay in the fantasy, just take yourself out of this place and  don\u2019t look at the tubes. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Too many of them. Two fine tubes going into his nostrils up to a machine that hissed rhythmically behind the headboard. Another one\u2014into his hand, carefully taped, as if the doctors feared it might slip out of the vein, now glaringly visible under the skin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I stepped closer and saw his hands. They lay on top of the blanket, fingers slightly bent, as if trying to hold onto something. But there was almost no muscle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I wanted to scream that it\u2019s all untrue, not real, that it\u2019s not my dad. I would still love this version, But where is the one I am used to? My dad is different!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

To hide panic and tears rising, I calmly put on rubber gloves and, as if nothing\u2019s wrong, shouted at the doctor updating the sensors in the chart:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Sooo\u2026 how are you doing without me here? Treating him well?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The doctor looked up, prepared to put me in my place with one phrase like he did with nagging relatives\u2014but then looked harder and thought better of it. Well, he could\u2019ve answered.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mom apologized and said it was my first time in ICU and I didn\u2019t yet know the rules.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    \n
  • What rules? – I asked melodiously to hide my shaking voice. The doctor replied as if in a \u2018Fight Club\u201d:<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n
      \n
    • First rule: don\u2019t talk to the resuscitation team!<\/strong><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n
        \n
      • And if I need to ask something? Like\u2026 really important? – I asked, frightened.<\/li>\n\n\n\n
      • We return to rule one: don\u2019t talk, don\u2019t ask. – He fiddled with tubes, connected, disconnected\u2014either faking activity or really doing something vital.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n

        I asked Mom which side to approach from. The doctor answered himself, I stood under the monitor. I wanted to ask if I could hold Dad\u2019s hand, but dared not\u2014so I just said:
        –  I\u2019m taking Dad\u2019s hand!!! Just letting you know.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

          \n
        • Go ahead… take it. If you want to say something, lean closer.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n

          Does he not hear well? Or why so…? I thought, but didn\u2019t ask why.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            \n
          • Because you’re wearing a mask. I can\u2019t even hear what you’re saying, – the doctor understood what I was thinking.<\/li>\n\n\n\n
          • So you don\u2019t hear because I\u2019m silent. Because you said not to talk!\u00a0<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n

            The doctor gives me a look. Mom apologizes again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

              \n
            • This is your other daughter, not that one, a doctor, but the one from Canada? – Ouch! That was quite a comparison!\u00a0<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n

              As if exchanging Russia to Canada makes me kind of \u2018expired\u2019 or \u2018damaged\u2019.  <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

              – That daughter who… – the doctor asks and pauses.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                \n
              • Yes, that\u2019s her, – Mom answers.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n

                The doctor somehow laughs and says:
                –  Ah… then it makes sense.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                I don\u2019t know what makes sense to him or what he and Mom spoke about. But I feel like they\u2019ve talked a lot behind my back. Probably discussed my user manual. Or at least the warning label. I can imagine how that sounded from my mom. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

                  \n
                • Go talk with dad. Tell him something. I\u2019ve been talking for days with him.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n

                  I hold Dad\u2019s hand. How much weight he\u2019s lost! Can a person really change so much in just a month? I don\u2019t know what to say to him. What should we talk about? I cannot fake that I don\u2019t see an elephant in the room. I can\u2019t get used to his new look\u2014I can\u2019t think of anything else. I share what\u2019s on the surface: how I flew in\u2014I just got off the plane. Everything is happening so fast it doesn\u2019t feel real.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                  Dad begins to say something. Hard for him, but he tries so much. He looks strange, but those brown eyes are the same.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                  I notice a blurred bruise on his hand.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


                  –  Who sat on you so carelessly? – I ask to continue joking.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                  –  Low white cells, he explains. Even a small injection leaves a bruise that big.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                  – Scheherazade\u2026-  dad says suddenly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                  What? I don\u2019t understand.
                  – You in that blue gown look like Scheherazade. – He explains. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

                  Scheherazade. The legendary storyteller of <\/strong>One Thousand and One Nights<\/em><\/strong>, who tells tales each night to delay her execution by a king who kills all his brides at dawn – just because he\u2019s bored. Her wit and courage, and storytelling skills save her life and transform the king.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                  I laugh\u2014so sweet it is to hear that. Dad always saw me as a great storyteller.
                  In school, for the New Year\u2019s party I was Scheherazade. Other kids made up predictable, easy winter characters. Dad was reading me One Thousand and One Nights<\/em>. Those stories stayed with me. What struck me most wasn\u2019t the magic carpets or djinns, but the essence: a woman told a new tale each night, stopping at the most suspenseful moment\u2014to save herself, to not being killed so that the king would hear the ending. She held a powerful man\u2019s attention, who could\u2019ve ended her life, but instead she had him hooked, eagerly awaiting another night, another story.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                  Men\u2026 they are interesting. We think they\u2019re driven by basic instincts, that those instincts matter most. But it turns out an ordinary fairy tale can bind them to a woman far more than physical desire ever would.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                  Mom sewed me a glittering blue costume. At the New Year’s party I acted out a scene from one of those thousand stories and felt that the costume suited me\u2014my nature shone through it. I didn\u2019t want to take it off. I stayed in the image for days, sitting under the Christmas tree, weaving more characters into the tales, imagining new plots and stories.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                  But in none of those invented stories did Scheherazade return to her childhood home to save her father… the person who recognized magic and storytelling. How I wish it were as simple in the fairytales.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                  A clever, witty character or a twist of fate\u2014that\u2019s enough to conquer death. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

                  In imagined stories, death is something you can negotiate with. Try to get in touch with death in real life and you\u2019ll be on hold listening to elevator music for eternity.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                  I remember the tale where Sinbad the Sailor meets Azrael, the angel of death, and outwits him. During his voyage, Sinbad landed on a strange island inhabited by one frail old man who begged to be carried across a stream. The old man climbed onto Sinbad\u2019s shoulders, but then strangled him with his legs and began beating him. Try as Sinbad might, he couldn\u2019t shake the old man off\u2014his life became tortured slavery. Day after day, the old man wore down Sinbad as he had others. But Sinbad tricked him. He pretended to be obedient and followed orders. One day the old man relaxed, and Sinbad managed to get him drunk. The old man loosened his grasp and Sinbad knocked him down, cracking his skull. A parable of relentless fate: you can postpone death with deceit, but you can never truly defeat it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                    \n
                  • Scheherazade… dad repeats and smiles. We\u2019re all masked except him \u2014he\u2019s the only one whose smile is visible.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n

                    I take his hand. Now it\u2019s my turn to tell Dad stories. Not for a miracle, just to tell, so he feels I\u2019m here, so he isn\u2019t scared. So he knows: I\u2019m near, his little girl in the blue gown with silver threads, who remembers all his stories\u2014and now she\u2019ll tell her own.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                    How can I extend your life for at least one more story?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n


                    After that I don\u2019t remember what happened. Only feelings. Something the doctor said, something Mom… She asked me to speak louder\u2014but I was so stunned no words came. It\u2019s Dad who always speaks. Or I begin and he continues, always more knowledgeable in any topic I brought up. And then I get this chance to be the only storyteller simply because Dad can\u2019t talk much, and I\u2019m lost.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                    I tell him some insignificant things – about the difficulties arriving in Moscow\u2014how my sister met me in a snowstorm. Mom texted Friday, I took the first flight to you… Packed quickly. This time one suitcase, and it\u2019s half empty. Anthony helped pack. I threw things on the bed, and he neatly folded them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                    He knows how… Dad smiles something like a smirk. He knows\u2014Anthony\u2019s OCD and \u201cneatly folded things\u201d is more than care; it\u2019s a need.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                      \n
                    • At least someone can reunite lost socks in pairs! Dad says slowly. And Mom adds:<\/li>\n\n\n\n
                    • First he\u2019d color-code everything in his mind. – I fall silent. – Does he hug you on schedule?<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n

                      I think for a second: could his love for me be just mechanistic? Maybe our relationship rests purely on his pathological need for order, where separation is too chaotic, too scary an event he won\u2019t allow in his balanced sterile world?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        \n
                      • Mom, why are you planting these thoughts? – She loves the father of her grandchildren.\u00a0<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n

                        I continue: how was the weather on the day I left\u2014a hurricane wind that cancelled morning ferries, as if nature itself didn\u2019t want me to go. Why talk about the weather? Does Dad need to know it? Or now, like the English, we stick to decorum and skirt the surface: talk about rain and wind, but stay silent on the real. On what everyone sees but pretends not to.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        I go back to Anthony:
                        –  I found such curious paintings at a flea market\u2014just for your collection. And I said to Anthony: \u201cWould be nice to bring them to Dad, but how\u2014so fragile, so bulky.\u201d And I forgot. But now I open my suitcase\u2014and there they are! Carefully packed, the glass unbroken. Imagine? I didn\u2019t expect that.  I’ll put them in your office\u2014you\u2019ll return and see them right away.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        These are paintings by Canadian Indigenous artists I found at a flea market. Dad raised me to find beauty in what no one else needs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        Dad is still the same… joking, his mind just fine. That\u2019s what matters\u2014the mind works… the body will recover.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        I\u2019m standing smiling, holding his hand. I don\u2019t want him to see how I\u2019m shaking. I know why I shake: fear that just one month changed someone so much\u2014and tomorrow could change him more. Fear the transformation might be irreversible.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        Dad\u2019s bed is surrounded by equipment. One is a dialysis machine. That means his kidneys failed and now his whole life will be dialysis. Life by schedule, hours daily, through this artificial filter? Every day? For how many hours? Can we get a machine at home, so Dad doesn\u2019t have to go? Could his kidneys recover one day so he\u2019s not dependent? Though… if this is the worst complication\u2014fine. Let it be. It\u2019s not a sentence, just a new condition of life. And we accept any condition!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                          \n
                        • Anthony bought a new car… It’s just… new. I haven\u2019t seen one like it. You open the door and the logo lights up on the pavement. Speed is projected onto the windshield. He cherishes it.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n

                          Dad brightens and says something boyish about cars.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                          It\u2019s so stuffy in the ward. Closer to midnight. Time flows differently in ICU. While no one\u2019s kicked me out, I\u2019ll stand here by Dad\u2019s bed. But it\u2019s so stuffy\u2014in a blue gown, in a dumpling-cap, in rubber gloves. Why did I even put on socks?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                          And then I feel the hot air suddenly thicken, the doctor’s voice muffled as if cotton\u2019s stuffed in his mouth.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                          That\u2019s it\u2026 Oh\u2026 I know I\u2019m about to pass out. No big deal… I\u2019ll slide down to the sterile ICU floor. Perfect place to faint. But how I don\u2019t want to faint in front of Dad. He\u2019ll know why I was scared. He\u2019ll know what I fear\u2014not just imaginary creatures trying to take him away, but the ordinary physiological transformations that are in some ways unflattering. Everyday horror at how his body changed. Honest fear. Embarrassing to admit. Dad\u2014handsome, strong, with his mustache and thick hair\u2014now looks different. It\u2019s frightening to see. And the shame that comes with that fear makes it worse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                          Stop… hold on, don\u2019t fall. I turn sharply to Mom. I can\u2019t imagine how she sits here all the time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                            \n
                          • It\u2019s so stuffy\u2026 you know… it\u2019s really stuffy. Mom, could you unpack me a bit?<\/li>\n\n\n\n
                          • Go ahead\u2026 just go.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n

                            Aha… she got it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                            I can\u2019t go back to Dad even to say \u2018Goodnight\u201d… I can\u2019t. I know I\u2019ll pass out immediately. The nurses already have enough patients. Well\u2026 nothing says \u201csupportive daughter\u201d like collapsing dramatically on the hospital floor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                            I rush out of the room and crash into a doctor. I collapse into his arms. He\u2019s stern, like all ICU doctors. They\u2019ve developed immunity to relatives collapsing like this\u2014but I\u2019m not a fainting act. I truly fall.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                              \n
                            • I feel like throwing up, I moan.<\/li>\n\n\n\n
                            • Get away, – he says pretty rudely. – The exit is that way!\u00a0<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n

                              They see human drama every day. If they had to hold everyone, who would do the real work?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                \n
                              • I\u2019m going to throw up! \u2014I say! – Right here, on your floor.<\/li>\n\n\n\n
                              • I\u2019m on duty! I\u2019ve no time to deal with that. I\u2019ll open the door.\u00a0<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n

                                I\u2019m sliding down, weightless in his arms, he catches me before I fall. Even with his sharp tone, he doesn\u2019t let me go. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                A grumpy guardian angel with a defibrillator. <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                Later, I remember sitting in a chair, vomiting into a bucket, he\u2019s taken off my cap and is gently holding my hair. The cold of his hand steady at the back of my burning neck. He frees me from the stifling gown, wipes the heat from my face with a cloth. The room smells of antiseptic and metal. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                He gave me another cloth. I wiped my mouth. I apologize – well, that\u2019s what you do when you throw up in front of someone you see for the first time in your life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                – I know I\u2019m distracting him from his real work. This isn’t just  a clinic\u2014it\u2019s ICU. Every minute of the on\u2011duty doctor’s time is priceless. Thank you\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                – Just off the plane? – He asks.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                – Yeah\u2026 how do you know?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                He\u2019s silent. Mom must\u2019ve told him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                  \n
                                • You must be that daughter who came all the way from Canada to be a donor?<\/li>\n\n\n\n
                                • Yep\u2026 the fourth attempt.\u00a0<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n

                                  I don\u2019t want to excuse myself for the long flight, so I say it plainly. I need to share it with someone:
                                  – Honestly, I didn\u2019t expect to see him like this. Just didn\u2019t expect. We talked by video; I got it. But seeing him in person…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                    \n
                                  • Well… not everyone would even think to find our dear ones in intensive care. Time to refuse the illusion that love belongs only to the living and well.<\/strong><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n

                                    He helps me to my feet and escorts me to the door.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                      \n
                                    • Have a nice shift! – Oh, what a stupid thing to say to the ICU doctor. –\u00a0 I hope it won\u2019t show in your report.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n

                                      I open the heavy door. Out there\u2014it\u2019s cool and quiet. Very late past midnight. And Mom is still in there, just sitting, just holding Dad’s hand.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                      I flop onto the bed and pray for this only: to fall asleep… just to fall asleep. Vancouver – Moscow time difference\u2014have mercy, let me sleep. Fall into oblivion where there are no conscious thoughts, just unconscious. To sleep, so I have strength tomorrow, so I can relieve Mom, so I can invent more stories for Dad.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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